I met my first love on an online dating site and I am ready to ask her

I met my first love on an online dating site and I am ready to ask her to marry me. I joined the dating site a year after my divorce and did not ever imagine that it would change my life forever. Up until the divorce my marriage had been a good one, nice and stable and loving. It was only after years of financial stress that it began to break up and we could no longer keep it together so we divorced and it took me that whole year to move on.

So when on the dating site I met Amber and immediately fell head over heels for her only a week after meeting everyone thought that I had gone completely nuts. The thing is that I had never felt this way about anyone before even when I was married, and now that I see things clearer I realize that I did not really love my ex wife. I married her straight out of school and never dated anyone besides herelse so Amber is actually my first love and my most passionate too. Me and my ex never had the kind of stunning passion that Amber and I have, sex was never like it is now, its like a whole new world for me and I love it. I loved her so much and so fast that it even surprised the heck out of me, but it feels great and I am not going to fight it.

I am sure that I want to marry her and I am going to start looking for her engagement ring. A couple of my friends have suggested that I slow down a bit but I know that this is right, it feels like fate. I joined that dating site and we were matched almost right away, its as if we were meant to find each other on there so I am not going to listen to anyone. I will go and buy her an amazing ring and then I will plan a beautiful, romantic evening that will be perfect for proposing to her, I just know that she will say yes. Then I will spend the rest of my life making her the happiest woman in the world. This is going to be the second time around for me and this time I intend to make it the last time around for both of us.