I had been single long enough and decided to turn all my attention to

I had been single long enough and decided to turn all my attention to a dating site. The nerves really started to kick in when I found myself opening up to much to people I only just met and it was all online so who knew what was real and what was not, it was a tough thing to do. Plus the realization that I gave my heart away easy was a lot to take. After sometime though I met a girl who was stunning and sweet, we arranged to meet and the time seemed to go slowly until our night to meet up. The day before I even bought myself a new outfit to appear perhaps nicer looking than I am in some ways, I had some charm but nothing amazing and it was so important to me that this girl liked me the way I felt about her. The night finally came, she was just as stunning in person, during the night I reached out my hand to touch her and she touched my hand back. We locked eyes and remained in comfortable silence with each other, we had an intense connection alright.

The next day I kept looking around the dating site but just could not get this girl out of my head, the image of her was still there and I would smile to myself while thinking about her, how did this happen to me again and so quickly I wondered over and over again. I decided to call her and arrange another day sadly for me though she was not so sure at first but I persuaded her to give me another chance. It was tough to hear that she wasn't really interested in me though, however that night there was something different in the air, perhaps she was finally starting to see something special in me. I gave her a cuddle before I left and walked home, we still see each other to this day but only as friends. However, my favorite dating site introduced me to a lot more people who I clicked with and these felt the same, still though my first experience with a dating site made me meet an amazing girl who I know I will never forget no matter who comes along, she is in my life now but only as a friend and how I long for her to be something more.